1/9 i came back to remember. I tried so long to avoid it, but i was going crazy, I needed to be back in the old haunts, see if what I felt was real. see if you were still around. (2/9 @ the Belle)
2/9 the barman didn't recognise me, relief. I suppose it's been a few months since the screaming fight, the tearful warfare. Even that memory is still making me ache. no sign of you yet. (3/9 @ Brel)
3/9 I don't blame you for avoiding my calls, I was a dick, but I'm trying. This is where we met, you remember? Sat on the grass on a sunny afternoon. It was pure magic that night. (4/9 Grosvenor)
4/9 When I watch a film I want to watch it. My relationshop for the duration is with the film. I'm not here to make out. I regret some things we fought about, but I stand by this. (5/9 The Stand)
5/9 Saw a guy die on stage. I asked him why he put himself through it. 'I'm not great yet,' he said, 'but if you love something, it’s worth taking a beating for.' Still no sign of you.(6/9 Stravaigin)
6/9 Of all the places I've come looking I thought I'd remember this place more This was where we first kissed! Looking around now I don’t remember any of it. It was one hell of a kiss..(7/9 chinaskis)
7/9 This was a tough one. This is where you found me with her. I'm so sorry. I was young & stupid. Please get in touch, I don't want to turn into Henry Chinaski. (8/9 Blythswood hotel)
8/9 You said I was taking you for granted so I brought you here for dinner.You said, 'this isn't what I meant by attention.' I got angry, that was the end. I understand now.I'm sorry. (9/9 Bibliocafe)
9/9 I'm out of time. I didn't find you. Would it have made any difference if I did? I'm sorry. This is my final love letter, etched in ones & zeroes, scattered across the city. I'll always miss you. x
